Tuesday, October 14, 2008

Happy Birthday......

I know I didn't call you when you put your new cell number in the card you sent. I know I didn't send you a card for your birthday. I just don't know how to talk to you after 2 years.

The hurt and anger is still there and then out of the blue, you sent the card for my birthday. I didn't know what to think or how to respond, so I didn't.

But I hope that you had a great 40th birthday too. I hope that you have made new friends who showered you with love like mine did for me. I hope you have found some happiness in your life. I hope you have finally pulled your shit together and removed that very large chip from your shoulder.

I hope nothing but the best for you--I can't let you back in, I can't try and fix you anymore--I don't have the energy to give you and your issues. I miss my God daughter and pray that all is well for her. But I cannot let you back in.

Happy Birthday.

4 comments:

Dirty Pirate Hooker said...

Good for you. Stay strong and keep the crazies out!

Whoreish kisses and lots of VD,
DPH

Anonymous said...

can't wait for the blog about me

Lurker Girl said...

There won't be one Theresa--you are in a fucked up place, but it's not my story to tell.....

Dirty Pirate Hooker said...

ooooooh, apparently there are other lurkers on the lurker site...